On the Brink
What a BIG mistake! He made it an issue….at 4:30 in the morning! I was astonished! I ended up having to get extremely firm with him in order to ensure the needs of our baby were being met. I ended up having to comfort her back to sleep as always. I ended up not getting any sleep because my husband said such harsh words that my feelings were hurt and I was in tears. All of this because I reached out for help…silly me! I guess that won’t be happening again any time soon.
Of course, this morning when we got up again, he was remorseful and had calmed down a great deal. He is still allowing me the opportunity to give my perspective to his doctor in hopes that it would help and I sure hope that it does because something has got to change.
Wow! It’s been a very hard and trying weekend but the message I received during church this morning really hit home. I was reminded that all the obstacles and things of this world don’t compare to the joys and freedoms of the Kingdom of Heaven. I will one day experience the greatest joy imaginable. The life we have here on earth is temporary and by maintaining our faith in God, believing in Him, and accepting Christ into our lives….we are guaranteed all those treasures of Heaven. What a wonderful thing to look forward too. That helps me to slow down and remember the greater purpose when I get so caught up in the events of life.
Here’s hoping for a better week filled with peace and happiness!
