Friday, September 12, 2008

Emotions

Once again, it’s been quite a while since my last post.  Life has been extremely busy lately in addition to a nearly one year old cutting all 4 molars at once.  Yikes!  That has not been fun for anyone.  Poor girl!

I thought I’d jot down a quick post tonight because I am feeling some sadness.  I try so hard to open those doorways of communication with my husband just to be able to carry on a conversation about anything or nothing.  And, it never works.  I can be as blunt as blunt can possibly be and still….nothing.  I would love to be able to share conversation with another person on an intimate level.

Yes, I have my friends and lots of support and folks that I can talk to but that’s not what I’m talking about.  I want that intimacy.  I somehow think that it is just completely impossible with him.  And, that leaves me with that all powerful question, can I be okay with it?

Having said this, my sadness has lightened just a little.  So, thank you to my bloggers that allow me to be myself and to share the good, the bad, and the ugly!

Blessings!

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